North Sydney 2.07 p.m
"You said you didnt want me to see me get hurt, so does that mean you closed your eyes when i cried?"
I cant do this anymore. You are not even there for me when i need you
I am a good person, i have never betrayed you, i have given you all i have to give. But you are too self absorbed in your own fuckin life to be there for me.
Do you even care about me? You think that we can see each other and everything is going to be alright even though you have that fuck face guy with you all the time.
I need you, sorry if that fuckin stresses you out but i dont give a shit.
You know what stresses me out? The fact that i have spent the last 5 years of my life with you, and only you. and you think that means nothing. the fact to accompany him in some stupid bilyard place is more important than me. That stresses me out!!!
The fact that you would like to have a parties with some fuckin loser is more important than being around me. Someday i will leave you and you will be alone, you will know how it feels.
Maybe than you will dumb enough to see me back, and then i will do what you have been doing to me. I wont call you, and i will go to party, and i will flirt randomly. and i will tell you, you are so annoying and stresses me out. and that i would rather be 200 miles away than be with you.
And when i do talk to you i will ignore you and make you feel like you mean nothing to me. And when you write to me how much you miss me, pouring your heart and soul into every word, all i will say to you about it, is that it was well written.
Then you will know how i feel.
"You hurt me than i deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, Why am i such a fool?"
