Thursday, October 28, 2004

Endless Blue..


Taken at times when i missed you ( 5.01 am)Posted by Hello

I couldnt look back, you would gone away from me
I felt my heartache
I was afraid of following you
When i had looked at the shadows on the wall
I started running into the night to find the truth in me
All of you in my memory is still shinining in my heart
Crying in deep red

Watching the stars till they`re gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story i was in
Who never knew the story ends

Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I will read the last line

I have been walking in this endless blue verse
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends

When the rain stops, i will turn the page
The page of the first chapter

Am i wrong to be hurt
Am i wrong to feel pain
Am i wrong to be in the rain
Am i wrong to wish the night wont end
Am i wrong to cry
But i know, Its not wrong to give you the last best
Cause forever fades

I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begins
I`ll be in the next chapter....


Sunday, October 24, 2004

Beautiful Sunset


From my balcony view at 5.29 am

"Sunset are most beautiful when you watch them with someone you love, and yet they are the saddest scenery created by God when you watch it alone".

I try to stop my self
But my heart keep goes destroying the truth
Tell me why
I want the meaning of my life
Do i try to live, do i try to love

Cant let my heart kill myself
Still i am feeling for
I believed if times passes, everything turns into beauty
If the rain stop, tears clean the scar of memory away
Everything starts to wear a real colors
Every sound begins playing a heartful melody

Jealousy embelishes a page of epic
Desire is embraced in a dream

But my mind is still in chaos and..........

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