Where the heart is...


Its been 2 weeks and 2 days...
The room seems so narrow and empty
I pretend to hide my feelings, but it burns me more and more
When will this feeling stops?
How can i listen to my mind without breaking my heart?

I am so confused, what should i do?
I cant think of anything except you
Should i ignore you or just give it a time?
I cant think straight, my mind controls my mind

Sometimes i realise that you dont wanna look on your heart.
You dont wanna remember where have you been.
Can you listen the sound of my heart?
it sounds bomp bomp, bomp...
And thats the beat of the heart

One week and 5 days....

Cloudy

You believe there is someone else to relieve your emptiness
and your dream about yourself

Will i have the chance to fill your needs?
Can i do this one more time?

As if the fog rolls heavy on me
and all the brightness fades away
There is an emptiness inside me
and i was hoping you fill it in

I feel like kicking out all the windows
and setting fire to my life
The emptiness felt more like cold blue
Ice in my heart

I would change everything for you using colours bold and bright
But all the colours mix together to grey

and it breaks my heart....