Time

City View

All i can say that i am quite happy with my life right now
i had a party last saturday and we`ll make a farewall party with japanese mate
it was fun... we went to bondi junction and beach..
we were all tipsy and kinda stupid with our intention before we got there
To get LAID! hahaha
It wasnt my idea though... It was Toshi birtday so we were trying to give Toshi a girl to be with at that night. we failed anyway haha so dont worry
it was sux..the bar, pub cause there wasnt any asian chicks..
After all we were all ended up in Bondi beach and we congratulated Toshi in the middle of the road. He was shouting because he got too excited..he became 24 anyway
those japanese mate is really a good friend to be with
charming, open minded, truthfull, honest and friendly as well

Its kinda odd anyway because we were bothered by Aussie chicks in the middle of conversation
the chicks just came over and said "Sakuhachi"... we were all laugh...it means Blow Job..
I got a new words in my lexicon hehehe.
After we had our meals at 1 p.m..we called it a night for today
We were to tired to find another chicks..
it was hopeless in the middle of Bondi..
i`m not familiar with that place..cause i live in the city.
and there are no asian chicks in bondi..its kinda rare to find one.
We promised that we are going to hang out more before they went back for good

Anyway Hiro one of my friend is going back to Yokohama soon..in the next 2 weeks.
Before that...i want to surf with all of them. on the beach for sure.
i heard that Hiro just broke up with his girfriend recently
he is quite charming person..smile a lot, good looking and same age as me too..
sometimes i can see his face are a little bit sad and lonely
though he never show his feeling and never told me about what had happended
i can feel his sadness..i wanted to tell him that i`m just the same as you
no need to be sadness ...

To tell the truth ...bondi beach is the best place to reminiscene.
i saw the sunset last week..i was stunned because of the scenery was amazing
Well i guess i started to appreciate a lil things around me...

Well this is just a teaser about me
i`m doing fine anyway and i`ll be good :)
Later.....

" I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves wasted it away. I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but it got thrown away. I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. So I wrote your name in my heart and thats where it will stay".

Next Chapter

As Sunset started to spark in morning.. i will start the long journey of my life.
Recently i got busy because of assignment...the good news is i didnt fucked up.
i`m quite doing well..at least i got credit :)
i learn a lot of things while i`m being alone
i started to realize that fate had a stranger way of making its point
Thats the part of beauty of it.
It is inexplicable, unpredictable and absolutely beyond control and understanding.

The disappearance of her in my life has shaped my way of thinking and believing about my self. Nowadays it doesnt bother me much that she is not around anymore, but there are those particular days i still thinking about her. sometimes she just popped up in my head which its hard for me to deny.

maybe the thought came because the fact that we stay in this City which i hate so much.
the breath of air that i smell and she smell bothers me a lot.
i couldnt get rid of her in my mind totally..
another 2 weeks she`ll be gone completly...i hope she wont come back anymore.
cause to tell the truth..i feel sux inside me..
its better for you without me..cause i kept messing up your life.
Its so uncanny because you never realize how i missed you
isnt it odd? maybe you`ll open your eyes and fuckin realise about it..someday somehow

At least i have someone who give a shit about me right now.. and of course you got yourself a guy in your arms right now. he must care for you.
after all i promise one thing for myself that i`m not going to waste all of my life anymore just because of what you had done to me.
Well i wish when the time goes by...and all the bad memories are erased..i`ll be in your new chapter of life.

maybe i`ll smile to you again if i meet you somewhere
I`m pretty sure that i`m going to be the greatest though
As long as we both had fade away..it might be the good choice for your own good and me as well
Just promise me that take care of the minutes and the hours will take care of themselves.
i hope you got my point...because i dont want you to get hurt..
so promise me that without me you`ll have the greatest happiness ever.
I know its quite hard for you to understand it and maybe u get little bored

Sometimes i`m lost to express my feeling into words.
i thought time will heals everything..but its wrong...it just make things ease a lil bit.
the hardest part is coming soon....
Hope that you are going to take a good care of yourself while i`m gone.


"for all the times i never said the things i should have, i thank you for all the time you understood".