Well.. right now i am in the middle of nowhere, i am so fucked up..and i realized how is the feeling of being lonely and homeless, This week is a whole mess for me. i thought this year i`m going to have the best year ever...but i was wrong.. the bad things started to rolling into my head.
I spent 3 days in my friends house, because my previous apartment was over. so we have to pack up and move out..so i asked my fren to let me stay..thank him for that..3 days was enough for me..and i feel so embarassed to myself, because i have to ask one by one of my class mate..whether i can stay in their house or not. but right now..i ended up in computer lab in uts. well i might spent my entire night in here..rather to stay in backpackers or whatsoever..
at least i save 30 bucks for a day...but hopefully tomorrow i will get a decent place to stay in hordern towers.. hopefully....
The shit thing is that i have to go to school at 9 in the morning..now its already 10 p.m..and i dont have a fuckin clue how am i going to sleep.. at least it wa quiet and save in here.
the good thing is that i started to feel how is the homeless people live their life everyday in the road..at least in my case i`m better than those people.
I guess this time i wont stay with my bro and his gf anymore..because we had a different opinion about renting apartment..so i think its better for us to split..
but it was really a messed when i had the argument with them..
At one moment...i started to think about going back to medan, but i wont do that..because i have to catch up with my study and shit. i dont want to dissappoint my parents. but i really do miss my fren in medan..they are the best.. and i love them so much..
i couldnt think of anything no more..i had to many things in my head. i havent got my salary yet..and i have to go to coogee and talk with my boss again..and etc...haih..
but first thing i have to do is to have a place to stay first..i mean a real place...unlike these situation.. well i hope God will bless me..
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