Medan....

Aight this is my first post..after a long of holiday i enjoyed in Medan.. so many good and bad things to tell.. i had 3 weeks of Casanova life when i was in Medan.. chix chix chix .. is all my story about..but first. before i go further.. this is how it goes at the beginning..

26th of May, I met Dre finally after approx 1 year.. he was in medan for only 3 days.. the first day and my second day in medan.. i spent it all with him.. Oh Lord.. we had so much fun.. there was a funny story in sushi tei where i think Dre too much, where as related to his circumstances.
I never realized how bad is it.. until Dre had told me.. To be frankly. i am so sad.. by the fact his family and him got to flea somewhere to avoid this matter.. This is another reason why Dre couldnt accompany me..

after Dre went back to Jakarta.. i felt so lonely.. fuck.. i have no male frens.. but slowly for sure.. i met someone really special.. it all began when Siz K introduced me to her chix fren.. there was like 6 girls.. playing pool in the Shoot.. but only 1.. of them were really shinning.. charming.. and etc.. i was so fuckin interested or u may say..i am so into her.. that much.
Well i was playing a pool with Siz and suddenly they came over.. and play into the next table of ours.. i am not trying to be cocky..but i reckoned that she was checking me out..
and my guess was right.. Coz when they were like 4 girls sitting on the couch.. She said that i look like her ex boy friend..( What the hell?)..

Anyway her name is Cia cia...i like her name.. but the bottom line is.. Her outlook is defintely an A..after we went back.. i was like.. asking Siz K her phone number..but she wont give it to me..Damn..u Siz K... but 2 days before i left.. she gave me.. and The fuck can i do in 2 days..
but at least.. i talked with her on the phone like 4 hours..
i promised her that i will come back on Dec.. Well. she always said that " Why did u contact me so late?.. ( i called her one day before i left).. and i just said.. that.. Siz K wont give it to me..until i pho her..hehe..

Cia cia asked me.. why do u want to get to know me?.what makes u do so?..
and you know what.. i said.. because you were so charming when i saw you.. Damn.. i was stupid.. i shouldnt be so honest.. hahaha..

But it was all fun... and i believe that she might be the one.. i couldnt say nothing bad about her outlook, no hidden handicap.. absolutely Wow..i realized that my ex Cindy.. was nothing compared with her.. from the outlook
and i started to not give a shit about her no more..

but dont get me wrong.. i do care about her.. but from the way she acted.. i am getting tired.. so it is all the best for all of us..I hang out with a lot of different chix everyday.. some of them i did avoid..or make an excuses.. cause damn man.. i got no male frens.. that the saddest part... i lost my man hood.. for a while. everyone might thought that i am a Gay!..fuck that shit.

There were some potential girl that i might have connection with.. but because of Cia cia. (i met her in the second week of my holiday in Medan.. ) i have forgotten the rest. But shockingly that most of them are so fine..me myself couldnt believe that i live like Casanova. in Medan.
I met a lot of Old frens. such as Honey and Siz K.. they all said that i look so different.. much more like Vietnamese, Gay lar.. whatsoever..i am so tired of that shit.. but i reckoned that it is all because of my hair..style..( Way too long).

Anyway the good news is that i passed all of my subjects for the second semester.. i am so proud and happy of myself..cause i thought that i might fail something this semester.. but.. Thank Lord.. I through...
Well right now i am already in Sydney.. though that my body is right here..but my heart is belong to Medan.. i wonder..is it because of her? man.. i never liked someone before for a long time like this.. well i did love Jules the first time i saw her.. or you can say like drama romantic scene.. first love at the first sight.. but this time is so different..
Coz both of us.. me n her.. looked at each other.. ( Dont say that i think too much). cause when Siz K called her..say that i am so interested with her.. she woke up and listen to what she said.. well at least she remembered me. how i look.. and etc..

For Cindy.. in the middle of forgiveness and hateness. honestly if i think back.. how we were.. i was so sad.. and hurt so much.. i wanted to forgive you totally.. but when i was thinking what have u done to me.. i wanna hate you forever and ban you from my life..
but i believe that by the time goes by.. i will not give a damn no more about you..
cause finally i realized that u are not that perfect like i thought before..
I dont wanna close my heart because what you had done.. i wanna get life..start my new life.
and i finally can see that when i was in Medan.. hanging out with my frens.. and met someone special.. is all the beautiful things that i need in my life..

I wanna thank my parents for giving me this opportunity to be here. as well.. without them.. i wont face such problems that i had faced. this is all the examination before i get into the real world.. of competition.. Thank God that i am doing fine.. and seriously.. i wanna go back to Medan .. i am not satisfied yet with the fun and joy i had with my new frens.. and especially..i wanna get to know Cia... Long distance relationship is a bullshit..
i will work my ass off to get her.. .she is defintely an A..