Side Story...

Single, Lonely and Bored.. this is exactly how i feels at the moment. There is nothing much i have done in here.. sleep, eat, sleep, eat, go to school..bla bla..thats it..
For the first time... i am not happy in Sydney. Thinking back. i still remember that when my parents didnt allowed me to come in Sydney.. i was like.. mad, angry, pissed.. and etc.. when i left Medan.. i felt great..Now i feel Medan is more nice than here...i am suppose to be happy in here.. but i guess this is because of the loneliness...

I was having fun a lot.. i met a lot of new friends when i was in Medan.. and i cant stop thinking about cia cia.. What is i gonna do?..oh Lord... why must she so damn gorgeous..!..grrr..
i dont wanna talk bullshit here.. but for real..she`s the best chix i ever met.. (Outlook).
No need to be curious about her.. cause she`s quite similar look like Nakama Yukie (Japanese Actress)

I already enroled for my new time table.... i have a long weekend..cause i dont have a class on Monday at all.. how suck is that!.. but at least i know what to do on the weekend..
Lenny.. the Surabaya girl called me the other day.. ..and i met her in the school.. Well to be honest.. i am not interested with her anymore.. although we talked on the phone..but i dont feel anything special no more about her.. cause she`s a fuckin liar.. Btw..compared with Cia cia.. it was like.. 100:1..

Hopefully this december i will be in Medan.. although its only 2 weeks... I wanna meet her.. damnn.. i havent call her yet till today..even an sms.. But i will call her soon...
Well i did promised that i wanna tell you guys about my ex girl.. or you may call... my loved one.. Suddenly.. i am not that bothered anymore..by her dissapperance.. I finally realized that.. in her society.. she was trying to make me look bad by telling her frens (used to be my fren as well). that i was an asshole or bla bla bla.. but she forgive me..bla bla bla.. that is why i finally understood.. why the hell should Catherine said that you are the most patience and forgiveness person in the world.. Well..for the information.. fuck that shit..

You are such a two face person..if you really do understand my circumstances you wouldnt say anything bad about me.. Well i admited that i did a huge mistake.. I am not trying to be an Angel or whatsoever that reflects Saint or God. but i am simply a human being..i got feeling as well..not only you!.. i couldnt even believe that u have such a big mouth..or maybe you are so desperate for love? care? or anything that will gives a benefit for you.. or maybe you want all of the poeple in this world on your side?.. how selfish are you!

You even said that you wanted to be a friend.. but from the way you acted.. i dont fuckin think so.. I hope that we wouldnt meet for a long time.. I dont wanna care about you no more.. after all.. from the way you acted, talked, smiled, and everything.. i felt nothing no more..

finally i have a conclusion on my mind..that you are so fake.. so pretending... i am sick of that shit.. i couldnt take the shit no more.. even i still care about you today.. (If you really realized how i care about you..and appreciated for what i have done).. but i chose not to know anything about you no more..
aight.. so go have some fun.. out there.. and go fuck everyone you dating with. cause you aint gonna enjoy that moment.. anymore..next year.. cause ur mum gonna send ur big ass in Medan.. so good luck for the sex.. and if you read this..dont say that i am not respecting you..just think about yourself.. have you ever respect me? even i already changed for you.. for the efforts and everything.. have u ever thought about that? Hell no!..

I can guarantee your ass.. that i am going to leave you..for a long long time.... i dont want to involve shit with you no more.. dont wanna know anything about you.. i shut my ear.. and i shut my vision when i saw. you.. the point is.. Get the fuck out from my life!.

I am so pissed if i had the thought what you have done to me.. but thank Lord.. because of you too..finally i met someone....someone better than you, hotter than you, smarter than you..and everything than you.. Hell yeah..if you doubt about me..well screw you.. and if you said that i wont be with her.. well fuck you too..

I feel sorry for you..and you know what the funny things? i dont want to turn back time no more..for what i did.. ..God Bless You..cause i dont wanna bless your greedy fat ass..( written when i was in a bad mood, didnt mean it though)