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I already got my result for the third semester.. quite unhappy with what i achieved. WAM 68 overal.. i need to get 70 fuck.. hope doing great for the fourth semester. Yesterday i enrolled everything in the morning class hopefully i`ll be more self managed and well organized in morning class..

15th December got to be my choice to go back to Medan, i`ll be in Medan for 15 days i guess or so.. Cant wait anymore to meet my cia.. eveything will be decided after we have been together.. i`m pretty quite sure its gotta be fun..hopefully..

I have given Be my notes, the funny thing is that.. she`s now in sadness, my bro and she always hook up together to talk about their circumstances in their relationships..

Work, been so fuckin tired during this holiday, work 20 hours more in a week. got a good paid, but the tax is so unfuckinbelievable, hopefully to get it in June 2006, i am planning to cut down my shift though in order to doing good in my final semester, but the problem is that my parent has a financial problem. they said, just try to be independent though i got a job. Yes, the thing is that i have a lot of bills to pay, fuck damn it. but hopefully i`m going to survive.. no more shopping n shit for a while. i was thinking to quit cigarette as well just to save more.

My relationship with Cia is going well recently, she really shows her passion, for instance like, she went nuts if i didnt reply her message, she`ll call me until i pick up the phone.. at least i am happy being with her.. although its only a long distance.

Friendship, Dre, Dru n others facing a lot of problems with their family+financial problem... they pretty much in a very low spirit at the moment.. Had an argument with them. because they said that i was changed a lot, and seem so cocky. Well it doesnt mean that i dont care about them..it just that i am busy with work and shit.. its true that i am happy at the moment.. so when we were chatting in msn.. of course we always talk shit n joke.. but the odd thing is that.. they cant accept a joke(insulting one), but they always say such things to me that i have to deal with that.. so unfair and childish..i thought they were cool and they already knew me for a decade..so why bothers if its only a joke? sometimes i dont understand those people who are in a low spirit under their circumstances..the rules.. if you dont wanna get insulted...dont start cursing, cause i`ll never start a bullshit otherwise they start it first..
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thats all about it then.. hopefully things wil get better to my friends..