year 2005.. has started... this year i am going to do everything i could to achieve everything that possible, my parents in Sydney with me right now. i feel shit because they lost around 55000 Aus dollars. I am the one who ask them to come to Sydney. but yet they lost a lot of money just to celebrate the new years eve with me. On the other hand my parents finally realised that my Bro was a lazy shit. I think they fed up with my bro, especially my dad n my mum who felt so dissappointed from the way he talked and acted. Why does he act like that? ungrateful!!
Well even though my parents didnt blame me for what had happend, i feel very sad and guilty at the moment. those money can pay my school fee for approx 10 semester..
haihh.. they havent pay my next semester fee yet which due for the next 2 weeks.
anyway i just watched before sunset... though the first one is better..but the second one is not that bad, gave a lot of aspiration of life anyway...but i guess for majority people wont like this movie..too much conversation going on,
Well.. i just sent my parents today...7th January 2005
It was kinda sad a bit because i feel so useless, they lost a lot of money because just to see me and my bro, which they end up with blue feelings i think. i was the one who tell them to come..so i feel i am the one who should be blame. i will pray for them so they can bounce back to get what they had lost, i just got my first salary though.. quite happy and proud..
but i have to do a lot of presentation and assignment in week 11 and week 12..and i have to face the final exam..shit!!
Anyway i spent my new years eve in Star City hotel, the fireworks was really awesome, and i had a ball party in the Hotel as well, Well i saw a lot of pretty chicks, but i was with my parents...so too bad, hehe..i bought a lot of new shirts n shoes as well..my mum said it is for a new year..year 2005..new life...so i have to wear new things..i feel a bad a lil bit..becoz they lost a lot of money. so.. i am really thanks for them..and no fuckin way that i`m going to let them down. Well i have to hiberante for a while...to prepare my study..
Bless me Yall
