Exam is over.....its time for me to relax, enjoy and hopefully can save some money. cause i didnt want to be the one that gonna call my parents to beg for the money..
at least my salary can cover up my expenses for a weeks. the thing is...i`m kinda fed up with my job in the coogee because of the people are so fuckin annoying, and some of them ought to fight all the frickin time..n get drunk like a fuckin retarded. Well hopefully next month i`ll quit...however, i have to talk and discuss about it with my mum first.
Well my exam was quit good, i think i`ll pass all of the subject. if i fail..i`ll be so fuckin pissed
a week ago, i met Cindy again in the Kura 3, i said hi to her..and thats it.. i was to shy...to talk with her...i dont want to bother her no more..without me..she`s better than ever...i should concentrate on the things that i could do..instead of give it a head about her anymore..
i`m kinda fed up with this place...sometimes like now..i feel so lonely..even though in the next 2 hours i`ll become 21 years old. how could this be? the only thing that can make me smile is that..the fact..that i still have my frens that love me so much, i miss my fren....cant wait to meet all of them..for me..they are my blood.
I am still considering whether i should continue my study or not in Sydney after i`m going to graduate in 2006 february.. i might go back and go to some other place to start my new life instead of being here..knowing that she`s around here that might bothers my goal and my mind
i dont even know..why i feel so miserable....its better for me to go to school everyday, study, get busy all the time.. if i had a lonely moment..my mind went nuts..
I need someone beside me at the moment which i couldnt have. ..sigh
Anyway may 2005 gonna be my glorious year... i`m kinda scared because my aunt told me that i might face some obstacles in this year, she told me to avoid something that is risky,
Well i should listen to her....
anyway bless me yall..
