another 3 days and i am going to be in my hometown. Lovely!. however tomorrow is my final exam in advertising major COM 209, to be honest i didnt study that hard, but i have made a notes to be read later. It`s not that hard though, but for the next day examination about idelogy is the shittest!. i gotta to prepare my ass for it.
Last night endru,dre, donny was having a party in Jakarta. i found out today from Dru, that Dre got into a fight with someone in the Pub, It was not a big fight thank lord, But i couldnt believe that they got into a fight because of stupid and very small problems. Dre if you read this.. Damn you.. you shouldnt got into the fight.. i blame endru for putting up the fire.
I am excited to go back to Medan after all. but i am worried that my trip this time might be result in the reverse way than i expected before. Estel is getting bored i guess waiting for Dre and Me, i am kinda in a bad shape nowadays, i sleep more than 10 hours each day.. no fuckin clue what went wrong with my body and my mind.
Any how, i have a very interesting topic about fortune teller recently, as like all of the majority chinesse people in my hometown. ( they believe in such things like paranormal, etc). my mum told me what she heard from the "Kwa Mia" about my future ahead. to be honest i was affected by those comment. but now i aint give a fuck no more.. isnt it gonna be stupid if what the "Prick" says gonna happend in my future!. It wont happend fuck no!..
The good thing is that, i knew it now. so i will do any fuckin thing to prove myself that i aint like he says. I was thinking myself if someone could really read our future. he wont do it for money, and he wont be in this world anymore. he would be the same position as God. so in my conclusion they all just a scum of people who are trying so hard to manipulates people mind. because once you got into their circle. you`ll stick there for a long time. They are just a bum who are desperately looking for customer to get their bill paid. Fuck em!.
I was so mad recently because of the stupid group work that i had. Thank Lord its done, next fuckin semester no more indo fuck nesia people. i`ll choose a better group member, How could i believe that fuck face my Group Leader. he gave me fuckin 3 out of 5. ok before i explain and tell the story. i need all of you to believe me this time.
I did my best in the group work!. the score that i got from him is so fuckin unfair. what the fuck is wrong with you fuckZ!. i am so wasted!. the reason i got mad because the other member of my group that i think is lamer than me. got a better mark!. You call it Fair and balanced. Well fuck you and take that result n mark and stick em straight up your ass. cause i aint give a fuck no more.. i have had enough of this bullshit. Thank God that people i shared this story with could support me and understand me. they fuckin knew and saw me in the fuckin library just to do the stupid paper work. For my Group leader..fuck you!.. loser!.
All i wanna to accomplish rite now is just to finish and pass all of my subject for this semester examination. After that, i could go back with a clear mind and with a good mood. On Wednesday, Sho and my brother will send me to the airport. For Sho, he is the only good fren of mine since i was in Sydney, I promised him in the future that i am going to see him no matter in indo or japan. 2 days ago i had a dinner with Yin cs in Hurricane (Bondi). so i invited Sho to come over and treat him the dinner. after dinner he took us to see a view from the corner of Bondi. ( You will be able to see the whole view from the top). As usual, Sho asked me again, How do you feel about going back to Japan?.. ( hmmm thinking about lke 9 seconds). i reply, Well i guess i am quite happy but if i am thinking about the fact that i am not going to see you again when i am going to be here on 19th of june. (Sho is going back to Japan for good), later on i will post the picture of me and sho in here.
When we were in Bondi, Yin said something funny about me n Sho, me and sho bought an ice cream so we kinda shared it together and sitting together.. sounds gay right..Yeah rite.. yin said. you guys are so romantic.. isnt it a bit weird?. haha i just laugh and said that i wont see him again. so thats alright, and Yin said, Well i can see from you guys that u both are so close and he really treat u as his friend, he cares about you. and otherwise as well.
Sho is the honest friend that i have, thanks sho for giving me such a good time and the lesson of how to be a surfer, and thanks for the Television and Dvd player that you are going to sell for me for only 20 dollars..hahaha.
This Wednesday, three of us gonna have a Miso Katsu ramen in Menya. after that, we might go straight away to the Airport. haha, Just wish me luck guys. whoever read my blog, i know i never post anything interesting no more. to be honest my life is so fuckin dull. i aint do nothing, i am a loner these day, i gotta to find some quiet place to think a lot of stuffs, later i will post something about what i thought about my ex Be, till then, Let it flow and Let it go..
Cause whenever am i..i will always be in the next chapter.
I`ll never quit writing..........never ever..
