Side Story...

Single, Lonely and Bored.. this is exactly how i feels at the moment. There is nothing much i have done in here.. sleep, eat, sleep, eat, go to school..bla bla..thats it..
For the first time... i am not happy in Sydney. Thinking back. i still remember that when my parents didnt allowed me to come in Sydney.. i was like.. mad, angry, pissed.. and etc.. when i left Medan.. i felt great..Now i feel Medan is more nice than here...i am suppose to be happy in here.. but i guess this is because of the loneliness...

I was having fun a lot.. i met a lot of new friends when i was in Medan.. and i cant stop thinking about cia cia.. What is i gonna do?..oh Lord... why must she so damn gorgeous..!..grrr..
i dont wanna talk bullshit here.. but for real..she`s the best chix i ever met.. (Outlook).
No need to be curious about her.. cause she`s quite similar look like Nakama Yukie (Japanese Actress)

I already enroled for my new time table.... i have a long weekend..cause i dont have a class on Monday at all.. how suck is that!.. but at least i know what to do on the weekend..
Lenny.. the Surabaya girl called me the other day.. ..and i met her in the school.. Well to be honest.. i am not interested with her anymore.. although we talked on the phone..but i dont feel anything special no more about her.. cause she`s a fuckin liar.. Btw..compared with Cia cia.. it was like.. 100:1..

Hopefully this december i will be in Medan.. although its only 2 weeks... I wanna meet her.. damnn.. i havent call her yet till today..even an sms.. But i will call her soon...
Well i did promised that i wanna tell you guys about my ex girl.. or you may call... my loved one.. Suddenly.. i am not that bothered anymore..by her dissapperance.. I finally realized that.. in her society.. she was trying to make me look bad by telling her frens (used to be my fren as well). that i was an asshole or bla bla bla.. but she forgive me..bla bla bla.. that is why i finally understood.. why the hell should Catherine said that you are the most patience and forgiveness person in the world.. Well..for the information.. fuck that shit..

You are such a two face person..if you really do understand my circumstances you wouldnt say anything bad about me.. Well i admited that i did a huge mistake.. I am not trying to be an Angel or whatsoever that reflects Saint or God. but i am simply a human being..i got feeling as well..not only you!.. i couldnt even believe that u have such a big mouth..or maybe you are so desperate for love? care? or anything that will gives a benefit for you.. or maybe you want all of the poeple in this world on your side?.. how selfish are you!

You even said that you wanted to be a friend.. but from the way you acted.. i dont fuckin think so.. I hope that we wouldnt meet for a long time.. I dont wanna care about you no more.. after all.. from the way you acted, talked, smiled, and everything.. i felt nothing no more..

finally i have a conclusion on my mind..that you are so fake.. so pretending... i am sick of that shit.. i couldnt take the shit no more.. even i still care about you today.. (If you really realized how i care about you..and appreciated for what i have done).. but i chose not to know anything about you no more..
aight.. so go have some fun.. out there.. and go fuck everyone you dating with. cause you aint gonna enjoy that moment.. anymore..next year.. cause ur mum gonna send ur big ass in Medan.. so good luck for the sex.. and if you read this..dont say that i am not respecting you..just think about yourself.. have you ever respect me? even i already changed for you.. for the efforts and everything.. have u ever thought about that? Hell no!..

I can guarantee your ass.. that i am going to leave you..for a long long time.... i dont want to involve shit with you no more.. dont wanna know anything about you.. i shut my ear.. and i shut my vision when i saw. you.. the point is.. Get the fuck out from my life!.

I am so pissed if i had the thought what you have done to me.. but thank Lord.. because of you too..finally i met someone....someone better than you, hotter than you, smarter than you..and everything than you.. Hell yeah..if you doubt about me..well screw you.. and if you said that i wont be with her.. well fuck you too..

I feel sorry for you..and you know what the funny things? i dont want to turn back time no more..for what i did.. ..God Bless You..cause i dont wanna bless your greedy fat ass..( written when i was in a bad mood, didnt mean it though)

Medan....

Aight this is my first post..after a long of holiday i enjoyed in Medan.. so many good and bad things to tell.. i had 3 weeks of Casanova life when i was in Medan.. chix chix chix .. is all my story about..but first. before i go further.. this is how it goes at the beginning..

26th of May, I met Dre finally after approx 1 year.. he was in medan for only 3 days.. the first day and my second day in medan.. i spent it all with him.. Oh Lord.. we had so much fun.. there was a funny story in sushi tei where i think Dre too much, where as related to his circumstances.
I never realized how bad is it.. until Dre had told me.. To be frankly. i am so sad.. by the fact his family and him got to flea somewhere to avoid this matter.. This is another reason why Dre couldnt accompany me..

after Dre went back to Jakarta.. i felt so lonely.. fuck.. i have no male frens.. but slowly for sure.. i met someone really special.. it all began when Siz K introduced me to her chix fren.. there was like 6 girls.. playing pool in the Shoot.. but only 1.. of them were really shinning.. charming.. and etc.. i was so fuckin interested or u may say..i am so into her.. that much.
Well i was playing a pool with Siz and suddenly they came over.. and play into the next table of ours.. i am not trying to be cocky..but i reckoned that she was checking me out..
and my guess was right.. Coz when they were like 4 girls sitting on the couch.. She said that i look like her ex boy friend..( What the hell?)..

Anyway her name is Cia cia...i like her name.. but the bottom line is.. Her outlook is defintely an A..after we went back.. i was like.. asking Siz K her phone number..but she wont give it to me..Damn..u Siz K... but 2 days before i left.. she gave me.. and The fuck can i do in 2 days..
but at least.. i talked with her on the phone like 4 hours..
i promised her that i will come back on Dec.. Well. she always said that " Why did u contact me so late?.. ( i called her one day before i left).. and i just said.. that.. Siz K wont give it to me..until i pho her..hehe..

Cia cia asked me.. why do u want to get to know me?.what makes u do so?..
and you know what.. i said.. because you were so charming when i saw you.. Damn.. i was stupid.. i shouldnt be so honest.. hahaha..

But it was all fun... and i believe that she might be the one.. i couldnt say nothing bad about her outlook, no hidden handicap.. absolutely Wow..i realized that my ex Cindy.. was nothing compared with her.. from the outlook
and i started to not give a shit about her no more..

but dont get me wrong.. i do care about her.. but from the way she acted.. i am getting tired.. so it is all the best for all of us..I hang out with a lot of different chix everyday.. some of them i did avoid..or make an excuses.. cause damn man.. i got no male frens.. that the saddest part... i lost my man hood.. for a while. everyone might thought that i am a Gay!..fuck that shit.

There were some potential girl that i might have connection with.. but because of Cia cia. (i met her in the second week of my holiday in Medan.. ) i have forgotten the rest. But shockingly that most of them are so fine..me myself couldnt believe that i live like Casanova. in Medan.
I met a lot of Old frens. such as Honey and Siz K.. they all said that i look so different.. much more like Vietnamese, Gay lar.. whatsoever..i am so tired of that shit.. but i reckoned that it is all because of my hair..style..( Way too long).

Anyway the good news is that i passed all of my subjects for the second semester.. i am so proud and happy of myself..cause i thought that i might fail something this semester.. but.. Thank Lord.. I through...
Well right now i am already in Sydney.. though that my body is right here..but my heart is belong to Medan.. i wonder..is it because of her? man.. i never liked someone before for a long time like this.. well i did love Jules the first time i saw her.. or you can say like drama romantic scene.. first love at the first sight.. but this time is so different..
Coz both of us.. me n her.. looked at each other.. ( Dont say that i think too much). cause when Siz K called her..say that i am so interested with her.. she woke up and listen to what she said.. well at least she remembered me. how i look.. and etc..

For Cindy.. in the middle of forgiveness and hateness. honestly if i think back.. how we were.. i was so sad.. and hurt so much.. i wanted to forgive you totally.. but when i was thinking what have u done to me.. i wanna hate you forever and ban you from my life..
but i believe that by the time goes by.. i will not give a damn no more about you..
cause finally i realized that u are not that perfect like i thought before..
I dont wanna close my heart because what you had done.. i wanna get life..start my new life.
and i finally can see that when i was in Medan.. hanging out with my frens.. and met someone special.. is all the beautiful things that i need in my life..

I wanna thank my parents for giving me this opportunity to be here. as well.. without them.. i wont face such problems that i had faced. this is all the examination before i get into the real world.. of competition.. Thank God that i am doing fine.. and seriously.. i wanna go back to Medan .. i am not satisfied yet with the fun and joy i had with my new frens.. and especially..i wanna get to know Cia... Long distance relationship is a bullshit..
i will work my ass off to get her.. .she is defintely an A..