Monday, July 11, 2005

Who is she? and Where is she?

A few weeks ago was the best moment between me and cia cia, finally i found someone that could replace my emptiness in ma heart. i never thought that she will like me as well. as these day we oftenly have a conversation, I was surprised by her personality that could totally understand me. What do i know about her.. aight.. She`s not that Rich type of girl like my ex before, Cia is very simple girl, with a simple kind of thinking. thats what i like about her, i believe she wont give me a headache. The funniest thing that about me and her is that.. whenever we talked on da phone.. we had like the feeling of not letting the phone off, it just seems like there is no tomorrow. funny ey, We talked a lot about stuffs, i`m just hoping that this feeling wont go away.. i hope it will stay the same until when i am with her.

Well, i think she`s the best personality kind of chix that i ever want, She aint geek for sure and she`s so fine... I could say that this is kind of sad ass pathetic story first love at first sight.. i dont wanna admit it.. but its true.. that i was interested first because of her outlook. The weird things though that everyday.. i am thinking about her.. like my mind went nuts. I dont know why, we have been knowing each other for 4 weeks, but our relationships seem just like 4 years.
everything went fast, but all i can wish is that our relationships will last long.. I dont wanna jump in the same hole again, i want this relationships will be the last one. I am so tired and pissed everytime i get hurt.

I wish that i wont call her this week, school shit starts to get really busy, i am gettin lazy and lazy. What is wrong with me!.. Damn, All i can do is just to hold my curiosity, Things went so quickly, I hope... everything will goes like i want..