Certainly

Its official that i am going for good after my graduation day.
I dont know who will read my blog but i hope my class mate does.
One thing that i wont forget is our journey from first semester till fourth, i am so glad that i had the chance to know all of you guys individually.

The reason i am going back for good is because of the financial problem.
But i will come back again if everything is settled, meanwhile i will be working and find a job.
I know that i am going to miss Sydney so much, but i got my personal issue that i have to deal with. Life has been tough to me, This year is going to be a testing year for me!
I realized that i am not strong enough to face such circumstances, i have to build and shape my will in order to be success,

So many things happend this february and all of it is a bad one, i am so dissappointed to myself. I didnt give up the study, i am just taking a break due to my family`s condition as well. so dont take me wrong all of you, There are only 3 things that i wanna do, be patient, be strong, and be hard working!. I will keep myself busy,

My life is very sux and to be honest i even hate myself!.
I know that i couldnt ask for advise and share it with all of you guys.
i am so lost and sometimes i wonder what do i have to do to have a happiness life.
I dont even know what to say, my heart and my mind collapse!.

I am very soft hearted kind of guy and sensitive.
I need to change my personality become more mean and bad person.
Everyday i pray for miracle that someday i will find my way that lead me to the happiness.

Now i know that i aint nothing!. but i will be anything that i want, when the time is ready....
i will be unstoppable, nothing can stop me to achieve something!.
Truly and certainly i am feeling blue, lost, confused. there is no happiness around me!.
I cant say no more....
I will thorough though....