On Hold.....

Everything is a mess...
Dull and got pissed everyday with my girl friend. since its kinda not interesting topic of my entry for this episode.. i will write it in indo since that i wanted her to read it some day in the future.
since she doesnt understand english at all..

But to recap all of what had happend, i would just say that i already got my result of Insearch and i got 69 WAM, 1 D, 4 credit and 1 pass. its a bit dissappointing for me. but hey? life goes on. i might study in other aura of uni. i might move to another country instead of staying in aussie.
it depend on my parents anyway cause they are the one that support me financially, so i have to wait till the graduation day on April then i will see what will my parents got to say.

Ok so this it how it goes with my girl friend.
Indonesia mode on.
kecewa, terhina, dan merasa sia2 semuanya.
gua kira kamu bisa menjadi orang yg bisa ngertiin gw.. but seems like kamu ga mengenal saya sama sekali.
life is waiting, tetapi taukah? untuk menunggu kabar dr loe aja gw harus sampe wasting my own time. apakah hal sepeleh gini saja sulit utk kamu penuhi? since aku bisa mikir yg bukan2 and curiga or bahkan khwatir ama keselamatan kamu.

Telepon kamu rusak, aku mengerti....
sepertinya apa yg aku mau kamu ga bakalan bisa penuhi.
kita liat aja gmana tar, gw udah capek ga mo mikirin loe lagi krn aku ngerasa begok menunggu kamu tapi kamu sendiri ga ada usaha buat nanyain kabar gw.
hari ini valentines day tetapi sikap kamu macam ga menunjukan aku ini ur bf, seems like u had another one in there.
anyway, i am tired ok. aku bukanlah manusia complex, i know what i am, aku tau apa yg gw bilangin.. mungkin kedengeran sinis and kekanak2an..tapi aku bisa begitu juga krn aku banyak berharap aku bs spend my time ama kamu di valentines day.

aku juga bisa semakin ilfeel ok..bukan kamu aja..
kamu harus ingat itu.
kamu udah terlalu sering melukai aku n kecewain diri aku.