How could she....

Again..i failed as a man, Its happening..
Its the end between babe and me..
I jut wanna take this moment..to say..that i am really angry with myself..
There is nothing i can do to change the situation..

Though at times u said that u rili care about me.. but from the act u have shown recently...i am in doubt..
Well babe, i was trying to understand you but you dont even give a rat ass..when i was worried because of ur mood swing behavior suddenly..

Why does good thing has to end!
You are really everything that i wanted to be with..
To be honest, i became mellow because i really like you...i want you to believe that there is still good man left in this earth..
I wanna take care of you..

But since that u ignored me...i will try my best to live bymyself..to find my way..
At times when i pursue u again..then you will know that i am already become the man that you always wanted..
i dont know how long is it gonna takes..but i wish that before 2011 i will stand up like a Man...

I do hope that you will wait for the time comes...i will be there..just wait..
maybe i am trying to hard to myself....
i shoulda be more relax...
anyway thx for everything really..

sori that i couldnt be cool enough to face the circumstances that given
i feel shit when you acted weirdly..however, i can accept for who you are...and i never care for everything...

For me, you are important..

this is the first time i am having this kind of situation..
i feel shit..

you said that it wont be a problem if i am mellow kind of guy..and u said its good to be yourself..
but how could you be affected then?
why why why...

Am i wrong to be honest with ya
well you tell me then...
i would never lie to you..