Massacre

Aishh...Lately been very dull...
Thinkin a lot about babe....
Nothing i could say..that i am so into her..
she is different...mysterious type kind of girl..
thats what i like about her...

hard to get....
self respect..and vain..hahaha

Yesterday something happend between us..
i became mellow suddenly when she said about the word "friend"
it pisses me off cause i was thinking back about my past relationships..and it affected my behavior real sux..

So she said that US would be hard to be into a relationships because i would get hurt eventually in da future..
but it was just that i was influenced by the situation...

I am just hoping that she wouldnt judge my behavior based on that only
cause i am really like her and worried....she told me to be relax...thats what iam gonna do...i trust her...

But it happend for a reason..that i could see the quality inside her..
I am so shocked,sad and happy at the same moment..we talked till 5.30..Till my mum got angry coz i didnt sleep..
How could i?

She told me to think about...what would if u if u are living in da mountain with one girl...no one elses...would u fall for her?
well i think abouut it real hard in da living room below...while i am smoking..
I think the possibility about who and whom..
and my final conclusion is that..i wouldnt fall for someone that i dont like at the first place...cause thats just not me..
attraction is the important part for me...Not kindess no whatsoever

So babe..i hope u are trust me...cause whenever u ask me this question i will give you the same answer..
I really do believe that we have something to treasure...
This isnt the end of us..

Though u said that u will give me the answer in a month..and the favour is not in my side...because of the lackness of my attitude yesterday..
I still believe...for everything u said..