Today i talked with her...suddenly she said something about not being 'friends' anymore?isnt it weird..coz she did agree being my frens before!
sometimes i couldnt understand whats wrong with her mind, cause she kept changing like a wind suddenly
Well she said that she was thinking bout my mates..
I dont what was her purpose on tellin me this! coz i aint jealous or something!or maybe she just like to compare me with others!coz she said i dont even the confidence like others had!
As the matter of fact, I never fall for that kind of shit.coz since she likes to tell me a fairy tale about her ex'sand etc2....it made me like a dork actually...So she wanted me to be like others instead of being myself ey?anyhow, i was tryin to change a lot for her which doin no good to me!
aint u suppose to complain since we are only a friends?
I am havin a hard time to follow up with ur inconsistent mind!
Everything went funny in the end! I do agree that i have known her for a short period of time.
But i am truly care about her till today! ask me why? i have no answer for yall
i will respect her decision and so be it then..likewise i will do nothing to force her.maybe we were wrong to know each other!, it was wrong to give it a try everything was a set up!but i learn my lesson!
remember 1 thing mate, 1 mistake will ruin everything, trust me! but if u do a thousand good thing, it will be forgetable! dont mess up on this one...
so if u ask me now, what i really want?
i dont want nothing! i just want to follow anything what fits in ur mind
if u dont wanna be mates, thats fine with me..i can live with it matei wont hate u, coz i know u are a decent person!
just stop comparing me, coz it had me a lot of thinkin...the prob its not all in me if there is no cause! the cause of it is because u kept mentioned it! the effect of it... i was influenced by it! is that reasonable at all ey?
well i take all the karma then..i have made such a big error and made a big one bad image of ma self.
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