Solaris

I'm living like there is no tomorrow.
Which is i am hopefully to do till i achieve something in my life.
I have lotsa thought that i wanna write.

but seems that sumtimes the inspiration is elsewhere..

Today i guess one of my mate told me that my ex anniversarry with her new boyfren.
and they spend the night in some fancy restaurant i reckon.
How i feel? well i dont really pissed or anything.
i feel grateful cause at least i know that she's happy with her current relationship.

The other thing that bothers me is that my mum said that i need a God-Father. or my fortune will be ruined.
I mean come on....that sounds 60's.
i hate the fact that we chinesse ought to trust that kind of stuffs too seriously.
like your future will be damned just because of some prophercy made by those.
I aint against it or nothing. it just dont too much.
i have had enough of it sometimes.
but what else could you do.

I am trying these day to find a job. i have this kind of option in my mind.
I always wanna be part of charity thing. Red Cross or whatever that helps people.
Although that it wont make lotsa of money, but i am willing to do it.
Remember, The more you give others the more you will get in return.
It just that i have to trust with my interest and for which i love with.

I love media thing as well, but i am not really sure what kind of position will be suitable for me.
so hopefully that i will get an opportunity for me to be a better person or at least it will lead me to what i called achievement

Btw i was told that i am eccentric?
am i?
cause i will take that as a compliment.
none hard feeling taken.

2008 has to be my another great year.
i wonder will i be attached this year? or should i wait for another year?
patience will lead me to the best girl.
and i am saving the best for the last