I knew it!
Things have been going very smoothly, and hopes it has a continuance. i have been enjoying every minutes, seconds. as a result, i have lost some of my good mates due to jealousy. But this is the choice and what i have been wanting. which is to focusing on one thing instead of many things.
Cause i still believe in 100% job instead of 10 jobs but divided with 10% effort and focus. As a matter of fact, i am drawing a path for what i am going to do for 2009 because as time passes by and as i become older. no more youth thoughtful at this moment.
As projected, i was going out a lot lately. cause i am progressing something which i dont want to say still at moment!. cause when it's not 100% accomplished and happend. i will seal my mouth. cause it sux to be always wrong. my previous prediction always got wrong. I was not sure was it because of my lack of judgement or because simply i was too dumb to admit that i was wrong, blind or was into the current situation.
I din say that i am not confident that causes me to be silent. It just that i wanna be out of the previous jinxes that had haunted me for years n years. Meanwhile, i have lotsa of things to do in progress before that my dream came true. i gotta be more firm n solid to myself. i have to be more mean! Assasination of Richard Nixon taught hell of a lesson. to those who wanna be succed in everything. well, watch the movie and do the opposite of what Sean Penn Character was conducting.
I need all the luck in the world, may the Angel will come and rescue and help me get through all these phases that was made for me.
One heart, Never wrong.
Everything is 50-50, there is never such thing as a guarantee deal. Trust me, i am still learning about life, about to be a better man etc. I do promise that i will always try to be more mature, rational, logical, sincere and love to those who loved me back in return.
Sometimes it hurts and pisses the hell out of you when someone was just using u for their own benefits. i have had enough of that kind of life. i am no longer trusty than i was before. although i have learn that sometimes when u play dumb along to those who seems to know everything is quite a good tactic in a normal socialization.We are living in a hypocrites world. so i guess it figures why did i have to do that.
Mellow mode on......
