Saturday, November 27, 2010

brutal night

26th of November should be the night to remembered. i had a hard time to fix my computer and i have to work late since that my company has becoming more n more profitable. while the Bosses get their pocket deepened, we all as the subordinates din get much not even 10% of the profit combined to share between us.


I can tell that we were working quite focused and organized and with minimal fuss we are able to tackle every obstacle that came to our way. i am working late till 9 p.m and my very bestest fren asked me to join him to some karaoke after his meeting.and i was actually being introduced by one of the guy who has the fabrics factory. so everything went smooth even tho that i wasnt eager..cause my body is so fuckin tired and i just had the injection that made my body suffered. i content myself to self limit. my uncle is going to die soon because of the complication that he is having.


Health is the most important thing, without it u cant do ur daily task, u cant love someone that u wanted to love.


so here is the thing, i know in business, entertainment is part of the deal. but i always kept in my mind Ajahn Brahm story about a guy doing business but wanted to be entertained. and he refused to do so, as impact he wouldnt get a deal from the company. cause its involved cheating and against his religion belief. i wasnt that naive, but maybe i have changed. those kinda life with boozes around and plenty of pussies isnt my cup of tea. though i respect my buddy and he is about to have a deal of his lifetime so i am might just look after him in case shit happens.


One thing, i always know where i am come from wherever i am gonna be. and Jakarta is the capital city. and many foks from my city came here to find an opportunity/career. so there is always saying that a guy from my city is a snake and nobody wanted to do business with them. so its better if u lie about where u came from. WTF is wrong with being honest.


Are you guys so shame from whereabout so u had to pretend to be someone else to gain some advantage? fuck that


so i met my buddy uncle who is Rich (not wealthy). i have had explained this before. Rich is like Shaq, Hollywood star, Oprah is Rich. Wealth is like Gates, CEO of company. etc2.


so he is the host of the evening and trying to entertain and to burn his cash like nobody. well even he is already 50 but still living like a teenager. so i must say.. no hard feelings, one of the hypocrite that i have ever met. so just because u move from the slum medan and go big success in Jakarta doesnt mean that u have to be big hypocrite by denying ur people. i quote the guu "medanese is useless and got no balls". he said towards me..


does that mean that u r refering to urself. cause u r one big ugly bladed fucked who just lucky to have some money but that doesnt mean u can judge people by just stayin cool n wanted to take care one of ur nephew. thats why sometime people dont have no fuckin idea what they say when it gets to alcohol/drugs. so i have no hard feelings but i just pity him that he is degrading his own race and denying about where he is came from.


So Lesson to my baby boy and baby girl in the future. never deny about Buddha, ur origin of birth/where u grow up. cause i do despise hypocrites.


oh yea btw.... ur party sux big balded ugly fucked, u can shove up all of the pussies up ur ass. i hope u get herpes or whatever that makes u more respecting and sober.


and i know that it came with free whenever i join and every guy around is licking up ur ass. so i never have to do anything in ur life. so fuck u and go to rehab sooner. money cant buy a life. prove me wrong bitch.


Greed will just make people suffer.



Sunday, November 07, 2010

Religion

There is always a first time for everything, but in Religion dont even try to another one if u already had faith before. dont ever give a shit by people around you. they will try to manipulate, influence etc.


Theravada is always i my heart n soul. the rest is just it.


so i had a bad day. and surely i wont do any mistke again. i hope i am fine and not fucked



Monday, September 20, 2010

Super Holiday

No words can describe how i feel about my parents. they are superb.. i dont care what other says. they are magnificent towards their child. i love them with all my heart n my soul. to make them proud and happy is my goal.


Penang-Singapore-Genting. my 9 days vacation is completed when my girl friend accompanied all of us as well.


i have so much in mind that i have to wait for a better time to tell the story in details. current affairs, issues, circumstances. everything about my life has been going better and better.



Friday, January 01, 2010

2009 2 2010

My first blog ever since. What have i been doing ? I have been living, breathing and working my butt off in Jakarta.


I wish for very minute, moment i conduct will result in greater good in the future.. but yet. seems everything is still so blurry.. i dont even know whether i am havin a set back or whatever.But they say in career there is never too late for everything.


So i do hope that i can develop into some guy that will eventually makes my family proud of me. I just want to make them feel easy with what so called life!


So I am in the Capital City of J for half year. i still have longshot to go.


Btw i am 26 years old soon. I feel old n weak. i suppose to do some sports!


Lots of mates moving here as well. Cant fight fate right?


My life starts here and hopefully will end somewhere.


A country with 4 seasons.