Babe,,,

She went back at around 4 yesterday, we talked on da phone...to clarify everything
babe wanted to end it up...cause she said that she doesnt want to hurt me..
to be honest she is very complicated and her mood changing so quickly like a wind..

at a moment...i had a thought about my past...cause it has the similarity condition..
i am so afraid that she is not for real..
but i tried my best to believe her..and hopefully that cause of this we could understand each other more..

i hope that she would come to Medan this month..so i can show her that i really want to be with her..
the problem is that, i am not sure about her feelings for me..
i dont even know why i have to like her so much..yet...i am afraid that she might want to have a revenge towards me..cause of dre

babe...all i wanted is just that u open ur heart to me...and just a little care from u
i wont be controling ur life cause its not me
all i want is just that we trust each other..
i have a faith in you

And if someday i made u angry...i want u to know..that i am really gonna try to be the best person for you..
you dont even give a choice..i am stucked in between..i dont really know how to act and how to be...
being myself is so wrong...being others...is even worse,...

and 1 thing..i aint perfect...
but i am willing to try to be a better person..

hopefully things gonna be okay in da future...
i dont wanna be stupid anymore..

if we arent mean to be together...i will let you go..
so you know..i already did my best....for you...babe..